Anything Goes

Tired

2010-09-04T17:29:00.000-07:00

I used to be a person with a plan. I always plan about my future, made sure that I know where I want to go..specially career wise..

Now I have been lost... My current company destroyed my career path (yes RCG IT did that!)

Ok, yeah, I'm stupid for allowing them to do so...I need money.. I just need enough, for me to hand in my resignation...

I'm emotionally ready... anytime I can do it...

I'm tired, and RCG IT would be my last company, really don't have plans to find a new one.. my businesses are stable now... but since I don't have enough time to focus on them, I'm not earning as much as I am getting as an employee... I'm thinking if I should wait a couple of months more... well I'm on a project, I love our client.. I just hate my current employer :P

I believe I wont be feeling like this if RCG IT has a plan for its employees..I don't even have a career path anymore, I have been vocal about wanting to move to a different project, I just want a role that would support my work experience and path.. not a totally different path... now I don't know where I am heading...

P.S I hate my project manager... I guess she's not stupid, she just don't know how to do her job, and like the company, she simply doesn't care :P

Looking forward to the day that I will hand in my resignation letter, It's been on my hard drive for quite some time now.. :P will just change the date :P

* This is my blog.. I have all the right in the world to write anything that I feel writing :P

To my Lanzilot Part 2 :)

2010-06-22T08:04:00.000-07:00

here's our story... i guess i should put an ending on it...

To my Lanzilot part 1

uhmm I guess di na ako makahintay ng months para maramdaman na balewala lang ako sayo... nag try ako mag connect sayo... tru text... but still kapag nsa house ka, u seems so cold... as if ayaw mo na akong mag text sayo...

sabi mo last time nagkasakit ka at na low bat ka... lagi naman ganun...ok lang naman yun e... ang babaw diba kung ikakagalit ko pa kung yun lang.. gusto ko lang naman maramdaman na importante ako sayo...

na all these years nandyan na ako sa utak mo, sa puso mo (letch ang drama no hehe) hindi lang dun sa ulo mo sa baba...

na sana paggising mo naiisip mo ako... at sana bago ka matulog naisip mo din ako... a simple gud morning and good nite will do... pero wala...

ano na nga ba ang basis ko...is it enough na masabi lang na boyfriend kita? bukod dun, ano pa yung reason para magbuo ng relationship...

I was hoping na you really want to work this out... pero I guess mali ako.. so yun na yun... tinapos ko na :(
tapos na... after 7 long years...

New Moon

2009-11-22T22:17:00.000-08:00

I dont know what to say lol!

Jacob is so cute! handsome! with great body etc!
lol
I am really disappointed by the movie interpretation of the book, so I just don't want to comment more :)

Twilight Saga Addiction

2008-12-21T19:33:00.000-08:00

Of course, as you might had seen my last post, about the twilight... the introduction now becomes an addiction....

I used to read novels and fiction books way back in college, mostly Sydney Sheldon's ... well I only read few though, maybe about three or four, all which I barely remember the titles...

I can say that I never been so attracted and eager to read a book other than the twilight saga...

After watching and reading twilight, I felt the need to continue with the story! I was so in love with Edward Cullen, and he keeps on running on my mind, err at least the character, how he loves Bella etc... I thought I never get over the passion for book 1 and luckily, 'New Moon' is already available... it's like quenching the thirst for blood haha.. and making me totally forgot about my addiction to book 1...

And totally made me get over Edward... but only to fall in love with Jacob Black!! haha... I never imagine Jacob, or Jake as what others calls him, as the main character, I thought he is just like Jesica or Mike, some extras in the scene, but the author gave some extra focus on him in book 2.

That's when I felt Jake totally made me forget about the Edward character... though, they may feel the same intensity of love.. i still find his, pure, willing to sacrifice and all.. not that Edward is not willing to do all that.. i don't know.. maybe because I also want him to be happy... I really felt bad for him... I cried most of the time for his pain... lol! Well of course, this may not be applicable to anyone... not that I have Edward now... I just love Jacob more hahaha

I wonder how 'New Moon' will be translated in a movie... I am anticipating their interpretation with the 'Werewolves' how the author described them in the book... And how will they interpret the tall Jake! since the character when he doesn't phased yet, when he is still human, has average height... not nearly 7ft I guess :)

'Eclipse' just continued Jake's pain ouch! hehe but I find some action here... well, the action that was more described in details that the one Edward and James had in 'Twilight'. And definitely everyone is in action here, not just Edward, well of course except for Bella :)

'Breaking Dawn' relieved my stress... I read the book in merely 1 and a half days... I barely sleep hahaha just to finish this... and one of my favorite part is..... Jacob's Imprinting... well the book describes imprinting as something among the werewolves that when they saw this particular person, they will know she/he is the one, their soulmates... and it will free them from any feelings with any person they in love with prior to the imprinting...and they can imprint to any person of any age!!!! This is the one I am really anticipating... I really want to free Jake from any pain, I guess he is really hurt to much and good thing, he is given someone that is really meant for her... after imprinting...every pain from Jake's heart has been removed... and I can see a bright future for him lol! producing the most powerful creatures as an offspring...with Reneesmee... Bella and Edward's Half Human, half Vampire daughter....

I really love how the story was laid... I can say I never been affected as much as this story affected me... I never been interested to Harry Potter books after watching all movie sequels... but this is really different... the author really touches her readers by heart... and she will make you forget about how you were passionately involved with the book prior to the one that you are reading... did I said it right? haha... howell...

I'm really waiting for the Midnight Sun to be released! but as I see it... it is merely same twilight story, but this time, on Edward's perspective, not sure though... well I am hoping to read about Jake's and Renesmee story though hahaha

Trying to Get Over with Edward Cullen

2008-12-07T09:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah yeah I am really a Hopeless romantic!! I used to watched movies like these, I mean love stories and the like, but Twilight is really different!! It really got into me, and I really wanted to get over it!!!

I really am depressed hoping that one day, I'll have my own Edward Cullen!! duh, of course I don't want him to be a vampire!!!, I just want him to love me like a vampire! LOL, love me like Edward does with Bela!

hayyyyy Nakoh!!!! the characters portrayed their roles well I think, coz I felt that intense feeling when I was watching the movie! or is it just that hopeless romantic in me!!!

Duh! I really wanted to get over this, to get over with the movie, to get over with Edward Cullen, I'm itching to buy the book, to watch it again, to read reviews about the movie... well I guess I would be just making myself suffer!!!!

The sad part is, there will be sequels! so I'll definitely watch the coming movies again! and I'll be like this again! huhhuuh

Well, its not really the movie that struck me, its the way how Edward intensely love Bela, and hoping to have my own 'Edward' soon..... paulit ulit na yata ako haha

Felt Like a High School Crush

2008-11-08T08:16:00.000-08:00

I'm too old for this lol! but remember the feeling when you were in high school and had a crush on somebody?

I first saw you few days after I started working with my current company. Well, yeah you're an officemate hehe...

I really like my impression about you, you got nice hair, thats what got struck me the first time hehe.. naku po patay na... parang obvious kung sino ka :P

I like your bod, I like your height! you're not that good looking haha.. no you are good looking, carry naman the whole package hehe

I feel like you're the pain in your group mate's a**es haha... I like you're voice...
I like that mala kenny roger's delivery man outfit hahaha no I don't like it... but you still have the guts to wear that kind haha... funny tlga... red cap, red polo ala delivery man, red shoes, duh! wag mo na isusuot yun ulit haha

I dunno kung napapansin mo ako...
I feel like nagpapapansin ka din waaa... no yan yung gusto ko isipin, I'm not pretty, im not even sexy for you to give your attention :P

but you always look at me in the eyes, paano ko nalaman? e nakatingin kasi ako sayo palagi, e di nag titinginan pla tayo? hahahaha

I remember one time, ayoko na tumingin sayo, kasi nahihiya na ako kakatingin hehe... pansin ko sa side ng eyes ko, naka tingin ka habang dumadaan ako, ayoko na tlaga tumingin, pero, you throw that stress ball on the wall, that made me stopped and well, looked at you... hehe.. nakatingin ka naman sa akin nun, at nag sabi ng 'sorry' in a cutey cutey voice, haha can't describe e... hindi na ako nakatulog nun hahaha

then there is this time, when dumadaan ako then, nagsabi ka ng malakas na 'Good morning!' 'Gud Evening' (e madaling araw na yun hehe OT ka)
alangan naman sabihan mo yung mga katabi mo nun... haha e ako lang ang tao dumadaan nun hay naku feel ko tlga ako yun hahaha

sometimes din, kapag daan ko bigla kayo kakanta... eww yung kanta nyo kasi sounds like oldie oldie haha pero cute na din.. I overheard the lyrics like, 'The stars are green someting wahaha
I dunno....

The last was unforgettable.. saka ko na iwewento hehe... but still, you don't even have the guts to ask for my number huhuhu

gusto ko na nga iwan sa may station mo hehe...
I heard that you applied for a L1 visa.. patay na ipapadala ka na naman sa US... sad ako hehe

yun kaya ako bad mood!!!!!!!!!

eto na lang song... enjoy!!!!!

So Close..

2008-11-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

Oh my last post was about my havs pala :) I have two pairs and been wanting to buy more, but hell, my office mate, Ice, owner of Java Android, told something that made me realized that yeah, why would I spend PHP1,300 on these flip flops haha... I have 2 pairs and I think that is enough.

Last Friday, I wore a plain spandex tee, jeans and rubber shoes to work, this is so unusual for me since I never worn my rubber shoes for a year and a half lol... howell, kinda not in the mood days for me...

HUh? not in the mood?
here's something that I got from my bestfriend's multiply account

But, could never find the courage
Fell short of words, dead dumb stupid.
Feelings a-flow just within the cage
Into the game, a greenhorn, a kid.

Still, could never seize the chance
Muted by ignominy, a castaway.
Immobile, a warrior in a trance
Thrown into a fight, an easy slay.

Yet, could never hit the mark
Blinded by passion, target amiss.
Captivated, stripped of strength, stark
Unnerved, lost and struggling, in abyss.

So far, could never dare speak
Or put into words, of the bliss longed for.
Enslaved, life becomes so bleak
Waiting, on the hard cold floor.

So close,
But,
Still,
Yet,
So far…

It started as an admiration... now I don't know what to call it hehe

My Havaianas Addiction

2008-08-29T16:18:00.000-07:00

Well I used to say I'll never buy a pair of Havaianas, but I just did! hehe and I am planning to buy another one this week, and another one next payday!

Well if you are looking for a Havaianas store in Makati, you'll find one at Glorietta 3 Ayala Center, all flip-flops store. The store is located at the 2nd floor.

I love the Havaianas High collection, and just bought my Havaianas High Look in Indigo Blue

I'm planning to buy the black and dark brown color for the high look collection. For the Havaianas High Sun, I'm planning to buy Black /Rose and Dark brown!!!

Having one is so addicting! can't wait to have my next!
Price: PHP1,195.00 @ All Flip-Flops :)

Totally Comfortable

2008-08-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

My first week with my new work was really hassle free.. I met new people.. surprisingly, they are all friendly.. and I find the smile on their faces genuine when I was introduced.. even at 2nd day I felt like, I belong :)

This made me think on my first week on my previous company.. I felt like I wanna cry then.. I really felt out of placed.. no one seems interested to know me. They were so close that it really hard for a newbie to penetrate....

My worries are gone... I'm really comfortable working here... but of course, I can't forget my friends from my previous company...

Well there are still some worries on my mind, that is, proving myself, professionally. That is the hardest part I think. Thinking my previous work, I really made my mark. Well I dont consider myself an ORACLE Master, but I know, I had proven my expertise.

The challenge now (and everytime I tranfer to a new work) is how to prove myself, How to make my mark on my chosen field.

Before, I wished to pursue the DBA path.. now I'm thinking twice..Whatevet the new company offers me.. I just hope that this will be my last... I really want to stay for good.

Is it Time to Move On?

2008-07-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

I spent 4 and a half years of my IT career with Fujitsu-Weserv, and now, I'm not sure if I'll be happy or not, I had just accepted an offer with another IT company, RCG IT.

Di ko alam kung masaya, or malungkot... mahirap iwanan ang Weserv... I'll miss my officemates who became my close friends.

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June 3, 2008 - I received a call from RCG, informing me that they got my resume at JobsDB. I was still at the hospital then, so I told them my situation. It seems that they are really interested to interview me so instead of attending the initial interview in their office, I requested to have a phone interview..

Luckily, my request was granted, I guess that was June 5 or 6, I received a call and had an interview...

a week later I received another call from them, informing me that I need to attend the next interview (technical).

Since I was sick back then, I asked them to schedule me last June 20, unfortunately, I wasn't able to come...

So it was rescheduled again, and again, I guess I cancelled the schedule 2-3 times :(

July 7 was the tentative schedule, and fortunately, since I am already ok, I was able to attend my technical interview.

It was the client who had interviewed me. The client is based in the US so I was interviewed over the phone.

The technical interview was really easy, kung baga s tagalog e sisiw lang hahaha... well.. di ko nman nasagot lahat since some of the questions involved Oracle forms and reports, which I worked on very long time ago :)

The interview lasts for about 30 - 45 minutes if I am not mistaken. It was purely technical as in :)

Well, as I sensed it, the interview went well...

July 9, 2008 - I received a call from RCG that I already passed the interview and I am ready for boarding...( if i remember the term right? :D )

So tonight, I went to their office to sign the employment agreement...yes I already signed and I will officially start working with them next month.

Hay...

To my Lanzilot

2008-06-17T04:35:00.001-07:00

Totoy ka pa nun nung una kitang makilala.... mas matanda ako sayo kaya Pagkakita ko sa picture mo.. nasabi ko sa sarili ko... ay totoy pa to hehehhe e totoy ka naman kasi talaga.. 20years old ka pa lang yata nun...

Noon pa iba na ang gusto mo... naughty ka lagi :P virgin ka pa yata noon hhahaa.. well ewan ko wala kang dating sa akin nun e...

Makalipas ang halos isat kalahating taon na yata yun.. nag text ka sa akin... kinausap naman kita.. sabi mo gusto mo ako makita... wala naman akong reason para makipag kita sayo kasi di ka naman constantly nakikipag usap sa akin e...

Makalipas ang dalawang taon yata haha nag YM ka sa akin... hiningi mo number ko... binigay ko naman.. . nagpadala ka ng mms picture sa akin... nagulat ako...kasi mamang mama ka na haha ang tangkad mo pa naman... yun ang weakness ko... 5'11 ka e.... bagay na yata tayo.. ekkk 5'4 lang naman ako... pero basta feeling ko bagay tayo....

Mula nun lagi ka na nag paparamdam sa akin... nakita ko na din yung ibang mga pictures mo... ang gwapo mo tlaga.. at mamang mama na ang dating... di tulad ng dati na totoy pa hehhe.. ngayon machong macho ka na :)

Niligawan mo ako.. ay niligawan nga ba yun.. sinagot naman kita sa text, uu sa text lang kasi di pa naman tayo nagkikita...
E di naging tayo... kaya lang naughty ka pa din... so naisip ko.. naku eto na naman to.. mukhang
yun lang ang habol mo... so nakipag break ako sayo....

Lagi pa din tayo nag uusap... lagi kang walang pera... kung maging tayo.. baka naman maging sugar mami ang dating ko :( well ganun ang feeling ko kaya ayun..ayaw ko na naman sayo....

Lately di ka na nagpaparamdam halos... nagsesend ka lang ng mga quotes sa akin... yun ay gagamitin ko para sa aking text messages blog :p nakita ko status mo sa friendster na nakalagay na in a relationship.. well tinanong kita kung may gf ka na... ang sinagot mo e hindi mo kailangan magexplain.. tinamaan ako dun... sapul sa puso... ang sakit pala nun.. na parang wala kang pakialam sa nararamdaman ko... late na pala nung narealized ko na mahal na pala kita....

Isang araw nag tetext tayo... lahat ng sinabi ko sayo nung araw na yun ay hindi totoo... akala mo masaya ako nun at pumapayag na sa gusto mo... pero tinitingnan ko lang kung ano ang magiging reaction mo... nagkataon naman na nagwrong sent ka... at kausap mo pala ang gf mo... nag aaway kayo nun... at least na confirm ko na meron ka ngang gf... sobrang sakit nun.. umiiyak ako kahit na sa text lagi akong naglalagay ng 'hehe' 'haha' pero goodness... umiiyak talaga ako...

well wala na ako magagawa dun hehe :P ganun talaga ang buhay... kahit walang bf e magpapaganda na lang ako... magpaparebond ako paggaling ako :p magpapafacial din... at wag ka sexy na ako kasi pumayat ako haha... howell......

yun lang... makalipas ang ilang taon na naman, eto di na ako masyado sexy ulit haha... pero naggygym na ako ulit.... madaming beses pa tayong nag usap.. nag kasundo na magkikita... pero laging ganun... laging hindi natutuloy... lagi mong sinasabi na hindi kita matanggap... actually, hindi ka nman kakaiba...

parepareho lang naman mga lalaki... ang kaibahan mo lang, hindi ko maramdaman yung love mo para sa akin.. so nandun yung feeling na wala akong reason, or drive o maramdaman yung feeling na gusto ko gawin sayo yung gusto mo.... ekkk wholesome kasi tong blog ko! ang hirap mag explain hehe...

Hindi ko lam kung hindi mo ako talaga mahal, or hindi ka lang marunong mag express... simple lang naman kasi... gusto ko lang nman maramdaman yung pagmamahal mo, hindi yung l*bog mo hehe... kasi kung naramdaman ko na mahal mo ako... baka maramdaman mo na mas mal*bog pa ako sayo haha... yun naman ang driving force e....

June 18, 2010
makalipas ang ilang taon ulit haha ... ilang taon na nga ba ang nakalipas... gabi nun... at naalimpungatan ako... nag 'buzz' ka sa akin... syempre happy ako nun nag message ka na namn e.. napakastupida ko nga lang... kasi alam mo, kahit gaano kadaming heart pains (ang hirap mag tagalog letch! hehe) ang nabigay mo sa akin, you always get me at one 'buzz'! haha... tanga ko no!!!

well masaya ako, masaya ka... view mo ako view kita... bago ako pumasok, sabi mo kita tayo.. siguro naman matutuloy na...

ayun.. sa cash and carry... nagkita na nga tayo at last... haha... kinakabahan tlaga ako nun... kasi mahal kita... natatakot ako na baka ayaw mo sa akin or what... at baka di ko mapigil sarili ko ... at baka mataranta ako... parang high school sabi mo nga...

alam ko may nasabi ako na nag trigger para sabihin mo na "let's make it official"
actually sana di ko na lang nasabi yun... kasi it's like a hint para makuha mo yung gusto mo... pero pumayag pa din ako.. kasi naisip ko, baka nga nagbago ka na... na marerealize mo na mahal mo nga ako and gusto mong maramdaman ko na mahal mo nga ako... kaso tingin ko mali na nman ako...

Nagawa ko yung ginawa ko nung nagkita tayo kasi gusto ko maramdaman mo kaya kong gawin yung mga bagay na hindi ko sanay gawin... first time yun ha... no big deal sayo pero sa akin big deal yun. siguro hindi mo naramdamang first time yun.. i don't want to brag about it... pero sayo ko lang ginawa yun...

pero alam mo, willing ako gawin madami pang first times, pero hindi ko gagawin kasi nakakatakot masaktan... na hindi ko naman maramdaman na mahal mo ako... at gusto kong maiba... ayokong isipin mo na "im just one of them".... ang hirap i explain haha....

this is a risk.. im willing to take.... but not for long...I always get out of any relationship immediately, as soon as I feel uncomfortable... but you are an exception I believe.. I'll try... and will go beyond my limits... just to make you fall for me....

but the question is... HOW???!!!!!

The doubt that I felt before, is still haunting me....
I want to feel that you really consider me as "your girl"
I'm willing to wait... but I hope that you won't keep me waiting for too long... I can only give a few months of my life haha.... after this I will really give up...

The Operation(s)

2008-06-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

June 1, 2008, 1pm, we headed at St. Luke's Medical Center since my doctor advised me to be admitted in the hospital the day before the operation ..

I was admitted at about 2PM... here is my room :P

9pm, I took 4 Dulcolax tablets since the stomach should be emptied before the operation.

June 2, 2008, 4:00 am nagising ako kasi umiepekto na yata ang dulcolax waaa sakit tyan ko diretso sa banyo... ayun... SUCCESS!!! hahaha

4:30Am, IV was given to me, uhmmm dextrose ang common na tawag dun hahhaha di ko lang alam kung yun nga yun...

mga 5am na yata ako successfully nalagyan, after 4 tries waaaa (nagkapasa pasa pa nga yung mga kamay ko kakatusok ng karayom :( )

5:15am I was given an enema? , enema ang tawag nila, lilinisin daw nun ang bituka ko :) after 5 mins, idudumi ko daw yun...

After mga 3minutes, ayun banyo na naman :(

6am, I was given a sedative? and dinala na ako sa operating room... 7am yung operation schedule ko....

I was barely awake at that time, I don't know kung gaano katagal yung operation, as I remember, mga 9am nandun ako sa recovery area ... i was approached by several doctors? nagtatanong kung ano daw nararamdaman ko, pataas ng paa kung nagagalaw ko na...ganun

When I was able to move both of my feet, I was brought back to my room

The first night after the operation was like hell, I feel so much pain, may nakalagay pang catheter sa akin :(
mga 3am, I was given a pain killer, yun medyo nakatulog na ako....

June 3, 2008, The doctors said papatanggal na nya ang IV and catheter, Yes!!!! sa wakas wala ng discomfort...

June 4, 2008, pinauwi na ako :)

maybe some of you are wondering what kind of operation was performed? well sige na nga since wala na naman ... fistulectomy and hemmoroidectomy :)

Scared

2008-05-31T19:10:00.000-07:00

I'm scheduled for operation tomorrow, June 2, 2008 at St. Lukes Medical Center at 7am. The say before the operation day, I am asked to go to the hospital to be admitted. So I am just waiting for the time, and we will go to St. Lukes later..

I'm really scared.. but there is no other solution other than operation.. so I must face this...
Hopefully, the operation would cure everything :(

I'm planning to buy some laptop skins for my laptop, but since I should be admitted to the hospital for the next days, I'll order to proudskin when I am already discharged.

Simply Amazing????

2008-05-25T02:49:00.000-07:00

I'm not feeling ok these past few days, and i really think there's something wrong with me. I took the day off from work last friday.

Me and my mom went to St. Lukes Medical Center Last Friday to have a check up. We went to Medicard and asked for a doctor to check on me.. some description on what I am feeling and they recommend us to a surgeon.. waaa a general and cancer surgeon...

I was really nervous.. I felt like I want to pee, butterflies on my stomach... well it's my turn...verbal check up, and physical check up, the doctor concluded that I need to undergo two operations, yes two....

He advised that I need to rest for a month or so after the operation...

What's with the title????
Well, from St. Lukes, we headed to Smart, Makati, they invited me for job offer presentation....
I waited for almost 20minutes...
Then, upon seeing the offer, I felt like I was slapped on the face....I felt insulted...really....
It is lower than my current salary, well yeah there are lots of bonuses... but hell... so what... I want a fair offer... don't brag about the bonuses...

Somewhat a challenging day for me...but the coming days are more scary :(

What's New?

2008-05-19T20:35:00.000-07:00

Well it's been quite some time since my last post...
ang drama yata nun hehhhe

Well maybe nagsusulat lang ako dito kapag I have an unexpressed feeling...usually :)

I guess my friends are tired of hearing my rants :)

Last week monday, I got a text from a head hunter, informing me that Smart is inviting me for a technical interview, schedule was Wednesday, May 14, 2008.

Well, Smart is Smart, so I said yes, I'll be there...
Come Wednesday, 2pm, I waited for about 10minutes before the interviewer came...

The interview went on.. he asked some technical stuff, some personal stuff etc... I really enjoyed the interview and I really feel at eased at that time....maybe when it's time for me to interview and applicant.. I'll do the same style... :)
I was informed that the opening is for Oracle Developer, but during the interview, I was told that if ever, I'll be the team lead for the group...

I went out of the Smart Tower building smiling, with the hopes that maybe that week, or early next week, they'll inform me about the status of my application.

March 15, 2008, 12nn a day after my smart interview, I received a text from the head hunter, that Smart has already considered my for a regular position, I was ecstatic.

3pm same day, Smart HR called me, inviting me to take the personality test and next will be the medical exam....

I went there friday, March 16, I had an interview and they asked me to answer a sort of personality exam... after that they gave me the medical form...

The HR personnel asked me if I can go to PLDT (clinic?) to have my medical exam that same day, but I told her that I haven't had my sleep yet since I went home that day at 4am from an overtime work waaaaa

Well, I plan to have my medical exam yesterday, Monday, unfortunately, I have my period... so sa Friday na lang :)

Sana... sana wala ng problem... I am very very close to Smart employment... sana wala ng problem :(

How to heal a broken heart

2008-03-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

I'm ok! hummmm I'm ok hummmmm I'm ok hummmmm
That's a 'Mantra' to psych myself that I am ok...

I need to write articles for my blogs, I need to be inspired as I am these past few days, But not today :( not anymore...

You made my boring days alive, you made me hope, you made me believe on things that I stop believing...but you made my tears flowing again.... I should be used to this kind of feeling, but hell no, it hurts as if it is the first time...

I pushed you away to know how tough you are...as what you used to say...'Di ako susuko'..but then...you're gone...

As always, I cry... as I am writing this, I'm crying...but what can I do...I must let you go....

Pinoy Money Talk SEO Contest

2008-02-19T08:41:00.000-08:00

The first SEO contest that I had join before was the Marghil Macuha SEO contest, and now I am joining another contest which is the Pinoy Money Talk SEO Contest

Unlike the first one, which took my entry a 3 weeks before it appears in the first page, my entry for pinoy money talk contest is now on the first page!

Hoping to get this one...

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-10T01:41:00.000-08:00

Ang drama pala nung last post ko lol!
well I have been receiving some valentine's day quotes lol may mga urat may nakakatawa, may sweet, well wala lang... wala lahat naman yun di applicable sa akin haha

kaya ayun... forward na lang sa iba na nakakarelate :)

Spring Waltz

2008-01-14T07:31:00.000-08:00

wala lang … this tele serye made me cry..
naiinggit kasi ako dun sa girl.. sa kanya daladalawa pa nag mamahal haha

well.. matagal ko na kinalimutan ang magmahal (at mahalin)
pero at the back of my mind... alam ko.. masarap pa din ang magmahal at mahalin....

pero wala na...wala na :(

Love quotes na lang! saka Proxy Sites

The price of a PR 3 blog site

2008-01-12T23:55:00.000-08:00

Yes my techno blog is now PR 3.. its a new year's gift from google i guess lol!
well I am sick until now, and its really hard to think about a good article to post... plus a lot of earning opportunities coming up this week.

I am hoping to do my assignments in the next two days... ang dami kasi dumadating na opportunities and I am expecting lots to come due to the increase of Page rank (maybe)...

As I see it..if i can work with the offered opportunities within the next day, I'll earn $61.5 in 2 days...
I hope ok na ako tomorrow.. para matapos ko na to :)

valentine's day gifts suggestions | Valentine's Day Quotes

Love Quotes!!!!! and Lose weight fast

2008-01-05T22:44:00.000-08:00

One month na lang Valentine's day na!! hmmp! wala pa akong boyfriend hahaha... ok lang yun...
anyways.. sa nga naghahanap ng love quotes, sweet love quotes, pang urat qoutes at kung ano ano pang quotes, pls visit quotesarena!!

You'll find a full collection of quotes and text messages that you can send to anyone, either to your girlfriend / boyfriend, friend, broken hearted friends etc... you can find it here. So visit quotesarena now.

And if you want some tips on how to lose weight? then visit easylifeguide.net now!

YuoTube Videos, Utube Donwloads

How to lose weight fast

2008-01-03T09:27:00.000-08:00

I have a new article on how to motivate yourself to lose weight.. check if out at www.easylifeguide.net

At last! I reached my Adsense Quota

2007-12-31T22:28:00.000-08:00

Just last night, I reach my adsense quota and I am eligible to receive my first payment as of today!! yes!! and I am proud to say that 98% of my earnings from adsense I got just this December!!

thanks to Marhgil Macuha since the keyword he suggested gave my blogs a total of 7000 visits for December 31 alone!! of course, more traffic correlates to more earnings!!!!!

I'm so happy and I am still waiting for my Google PIN Mailer to be able to receive my payments! Well I am optimistic that 2008 will give me more traffic and more earnings!!!

Bye bye 2007, Hello 2008

2007-12-31T09:56:00.000-08:00

2007 is really memorable for me.. as I had learned a lot of things from technical to simple things. But one of the things that 2007 gave me is the chance to start something that I want to achieve in the future...

I had earned some money doing blogging and hopefully I can achieve my target earnings, that is to achieve at least $1000 by the end of this year. Sounds impossible but as what my favorite saying says "God has given us the power to dream, because he has given us the ability to make these dreams come true".
Anything is possible, with God's help, patience, and work strategically, everything can be within our reach :)

I welcome 2008 with a smile, and a hope for a better year for me, for us and for our country.

Happy New Year!!!

SEO, Marhgil Macuha and New Year Quotes

2007-12-28T23:02:00.000-08:00

I'm still a newbie when it comes to SEO (search engine optimization) and the first SEO contest that I joined was for the Marhgil Macuha keyword.. its really a learning experience for me and as of today, my entry is in the 11th place (first entry on the SERPS second page!) yay!!!

Now I am optimizing my quotesarena blog for the New year quotes phrase, and so far I made it to the 2nd page, 19th place!!

The mini seo contest really taught me a lot of things and I may not win the Marhgil Macuha contest, the lesson that I learned from it makes me a big winner!! hehehe

as of december, I am halfway to my first Google payment!!!! and I am hoping to achieve that next month!!! Lets cross our fingers!!!

Food Trip

2007-12-28T22:04:00.000-08:00

I don't know but maybe its those days of the month where I crave for food!!! I bought a can of frui cocktail and a can of Nestle cream!!! Instant fruit salad!!! and now I ate almost half of it waaa.... kahit malapit na ako bumalik sa gym e sana konti lang ang tatagtagin kong taba hahaha... pano ako magiging vina morales nito!!! haha pangarap!!!!!!!!!!

Ang cute talaga ng ngiti nung crush ko!!! wla lang !!!! hahaha

Qoutes Qoutes Qoutes!!!!!!

Qoutes daw!

2007-12-27T20:30:00.000-08:00

hehehe eto na naman si SEO king Marhgil Macuha... optimizing the keyword qoutes... according to him, most of the Filipinos looking for Quotes on search engines usually used the keyword 'QOUTES' instead of the right one.. so here we are... giving some spelling lessons hahaha

Looking for New Year Quotes ? search no more 'coz quotesarena.com got lots of New Year Messages and Quotes for you!!

A Day of Mall Hopping

2007-12-27T02:32:00.000-08:00

Its been quite sometime since I went to the mall without being in a hurry.. I really love malling ever since but since I am busy with work and blogging... I really don't have enough time to go to the mall and do the 'malling' that I used to do..

Today is my lucky day, I had the chance to do mall hopping lol!

I went to Robinson's Place manila and made an advance payment for my Fitness First gym membership.. yes!! I'll be back to the gym this January!!!! , I bought a few pairs of socks and looked for a gym bag.. went to several sports store but can't find the one that I am looking for...

I plan to buy a portable hard disk but changed my mind.. I then went to SM San Lazaro to check if I can find a gym bag that I want.

Luckily, as I went to Adidas station, I saw the bag that I like, bought it for PHP1200.00.

Bought some beauty products and got a titanium hair straightener for PHP 2399.95 and headed home..

I Feel tired but happy ! I finally had a chance to do the things I used to do before I take blogging seriously...

and since I freeze my fitness first account due to blogging (really!!) hopefully I can manage to go to the gym and do blogging at the same time !!!!!

thats all for now!!

just visit Techiegirl for some girly gadget guide and for text messages and quotes for your love one this new year, visit quotesarena.com

New Year Quotes!

2007-12-26T12:45:00.000-08:00

Well malapit na naman ang New Year!!! for a vast collection of Quotes, love messages and text you can visit quotesarena.com. Madami dun New Year Quotes and Messages that you can send to your loved ones!!! enjoy!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

2007-12-24T13:10:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!!!
My entry on Marhgil macuha keyword is on the second page now!!!!!

Health and Blogging

2007-12-23T18:41:00.001-08:00

I have been blogging seriously for almost 3 months now and I can say that in that short duration, I had gained almost 10lbs waaaa...

Since Blogging eats up most of my time, I chosen to temporarily freeze my account at fitness first.. well im planning to get back to the gym next month.. and hopefully I'll lose what I had gained.

Christmas Quotes and Text Messages

2007-12-23T18:27:00.000-08:00

I'm still waiting for any christmas Quotes from my friends.. hmmm wala pa ako natatanggap lol! unlike last year na maaga pa lang may christmas messages na ako sa cellphone ko hehe...

I'm still thinking on what to do tomorrow.. Christmas day! Im thinking of going to my friend's house..kaya lang baka mag dramahan lang kami sa araw ng pasko haha..

hmmm I don't want to stay at home since baka mag inuman lang sila dito... I hate seeing drunk people haha... hirap talaga ng walang boyplen hahaha...

anyways... thinking of christmas quotes to forward to your friends? visit QuotesArena

Marhgil Macuha

2007-12-22T20:33:00.000-08:00

My entry on Marhgil Macuha's Mini SEO contest now again down to the third page...
The highest position it achieved was just the 2nd page...

I'm running out of ideas on how to make it to the first page for the Marhgil Macuha keyword.. well my blog is still has PR N/A lol! maybe thats the reason...

Gifts Gifts Gifts

2007-12-22T03:51:00.000-08:00

I went to SM San Lazaro earlier just to unwind, since I'm kinda tired of thinking about Marhgil Macuha's Mini SEO contest lol! and i chanced upon this art store offering paper clay art.. i got hooked and find myself trying one.. lol

its really relaxing (mentally) pero ang sakit ng likod ko pagkatapos lol!

I tried the basic one so don't laugh! hehe dugot pawis ang puhunan dyan bago ko natapos haha i worked on it for about 3 hrs lol!

It's really a nice gift for your love one..considering the effort you'll going to exert painting it with paper clay!
For techie Gifts suggestions you may want to visit TECHIE GIRL

What does it take to be a good Project Manager

2007-12-21T10:22:00.000-08:00

wish ko lang di sya blogger hahaha … I'm talking about my PM...
well been with the IT industry for quite sometime now...had worked with different project managers but no one compares with my current PM..

I don't want to talk about her personality since that doesn't concern me since my relationship with her is purely 'trabaho lang'

Ang aking PM

She seldom attends meetings...can you imagine that? then mabibigla na lang sya about the status of the project...

She's just concern about your status.. "tapos na ba?" that's what I always hear from her.
She schedule's a task that can be done in 3 days for just 1hr, naf said!!!!!

Well wala na nga syang ibang matinong gagawin but to schedule the task assigned to her member.. but goodness its common sense.. how can you create a program in 1 hr... or even test a program in less than 1 hr without you knowing the flow of the system?

Howell.. di ko alam kung maaawa ako sa kanya or maiinis...
ewan ewan...

Magbasa na lang kayo ng mga Quotes

My First Blogger Account

2007-12-21T10:16:00.000-08:00

this is my new blogger account.. i'm still getting use to it since most of my blogs are using wordpress...anyways...

wala lang..walang magawa.. i'm not in the mood to post on my other blogs.. maybe because of the season...it's chrismas time.. and most of the time lately.. I spent my free time wrapping gifts for my friends and officemates.. no time to write.. no time to optimize my post on Marghil Macuha.. wahahhaha no time to blog at all... but hey i'm blogging naman right now... wahahha